People view you as a Loner Artist. Loner Aritist
are exactly as their title says, loners and
artist. Now you are not alone by choice but
many people find you odd. This only bothers you
when you're in a public place like a dance club
or a crowded lunchroom so you tend to steer
clear of those places. You might have a friend
or two but they're either Loner Artists like
you or Truly Dark. Fear not! So many artists
are not appreciated in their own times!

What Do People Truly See You As? (lots of outcomes and stunning pictures)
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damn i miss this place. 

not much goin on, just wanted to update and let april a.k.a. dark angel kno that i'm still alive.  missed u girl! and everybody else!

i'll be back to say more.

You scored as Unipolar Depression. Congraulations! You are depressed! You know just how it feels to bear all the world's burdens, and the value of a 19-hour night's sleep. And you really hate that circle-guy thing on your Zoloft pill packets. Unipolar Depression 83% Eating Disorders 50% Borderline Personality Disorder 33% Antisocial Personality Disorder 17% Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder 8% Schizophrenia 0% Which mental disorder do you have? created with QuizFarm.com I don't even kno why I take these damn things lmao.  And I love that lil circle guy!!!!! He's so cute!!!

Don't u hate it when hopeful people are turned bitter by violence and injustice? When trusting people are turned paranoid by betrayal and deceit?  When happy people are turned morose by stress and strain? When optimistic people are turned suicidal by misery and misfortune? Sometimes I think the hardships of life suck all the energy, enjoyment, and exhilaration out of us and leave us all as empty shells of animosity, antagonism, and antipathy. 

¡Adrienne!

Damn yo, sometimes I get so goddam frustrated wit my fellow boricuas, and my fellow minorites in general.  We love to complain about all the injustices and prejudices towards us.  I got pulled over bcuz I'm a minority. I was looked at suspiciously in a store bcuz I'm a minority.  Now, I'm not sayin this shit doesn't happen or that ppl don't have a right to be mad when it happens.  But then these same ppl will drive a stolen car, or rob a grocery store.  And then the cop who pulled them over and the owner of the store can say, "Damn, I KNEW those blacks/puerto ricans/teenagers/etc. were nothing but trouble." And then what is that doin? Makin an ignorant sterotype even stronger, continuin the vicious circle. 

Yesterday some kids at school brought in some knives or whatever and started like 4 fights.  It disappointed me when the kids were talkin bout who was involved, and it was blacks, Puerto Ricans, and Haitians.  Mainly anywayz. And it just kinda pissed me off cuz I'm thinkin, this foolishness is gonna ruin it for all of us minorities who already have bad reps.  I mean, we should be tryna change these stereotypes, even if it's by doin somethin simple like not poppin some white dude in the face for lookin at u funny.

I guess my bottom line is u don't need to be complanin about stereotypes if all ur doin is provin them right.   

¡Adrienne!

Dark magician. You love the dark because of it's
beauty and just the life that no-one else sees.
Mysterious, calm, quiet... But that doesn't
mean you're not friendly!

What kind of dark person are you?
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I kno who this person is, even tho they think they can hide behind a false name...

Posted by tina: u talk so much stuff....why dont u talk about your therapist so people readin your site read about a person in recovery? I thought u started this to share with the world....but your even lying to them.
Monday, March 21st 2005 @ 12:46 AM

...cuz no stranger just stoppin by would kno that I was seein a therapist. 

No school today...I actually had some fun last night...went to my friend's house wit a bunch of ppl...no drinkin but alot of craziness lol...only blew curfew by like 45 min. but it felt good anyway.

¡Adrienne!

Hopeless

I was gonna tell u how I feel about you, but changed my mind
I was gonna tell u how my love for u is of the strongest, truest kind
I was gonna see if things could work out for you and me
I was gonna see if, like I thought, we were really meant to be
I was gonna tell u how thinking of u puts a permanent smile on my face
How it hurts to see u and not be with u, although I thought I enjoyed the chase
But then I realized I could never be worthy of ur affection
And expressing my feelings would only be asking for rejection
My heart is vulnerable, and without my consent it's been taken
I tried not to fall for you; my heart wasn't willingly forsaken
But today harsh reality finally came through
And from the burden of guilt I decided to spare you
I was deluding myself to think there was even a chance
For us to be together, u don't even give me a second glance
It's not ur fault, it's just that I don't catch ur eye
And I can't blame u, I don't need to ask why
I'll just have to unlock the cage of my heart and let u fly
Like a bird u'll be soaring towards the freedom of the sky.

First draft. A lil melodramatic, but, hey, that's what came out.

¡Adrienne!

I have the most frustrating and insufferable father, the worst body image and self-esteem, and I'm the most self-pitying, self-centered, complaining, whining, lazy, greedy and ungrateful person I kno.

Ain't I blessed?